Hello, you beautiful soul! 💫
Phew! What a rollercoaster of a week! First, I want to send massive love to everyone who knew Channing Bernholtz. His sudden transition has reminded me yet again how precious and wild this human adventure really is.
You know what's kind of amazing though? Even in these moments that feel heavy, there's always this little spark of magic waiting to be found. Maybe it's a memory that makes you laugh through tears, or that random bird that seems to show up just when you need a sign. Life has this funny way of being both deeply challenging and absolutely beautiful at the same time.
Speaking of challenging moments... Chapter 7 is ready for my paid subscribers! It's raw and real - a deep dive into those early days in Lohja, living in that isolated apartment by the dealership, and even realizing in real time how much my mother actually wasn’t mothering. While writing this chapter, I found myself wanting to reach through time to hug my younger self (and maybe make her run far, far away! 😅).
For my free subscribers wondering if it's worth upgrading - this chapter peels back layers of a reality that so many people live through in silence. It's not an easy read, but it's an important one. And yes, there are moments that'll make you gasp and probably want to make a cup of tea before continuing!
For those who've been riding along on this memoir train with me - thank you! Your messages and comments keep me going, especially during weeks like this one. You all are like my own personal cheerleading squad (and yes, I'm picturing you with pom-poms right now ðŸŽ).
Quick reminder: Self-care is super important when reading heavy stuff. Take breaks, hug your pet, dance in your kitchen - whatever fills your cup!
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With so much love and a sprinkling of stardust ✨,
P.S. For anyone needing extra support, here are some resources:
National Domestic Violence Hotline (24/7): 1-800-799-SAFE (7233)
SAMHSA's National Helpline (24/7, for mental health & substance use): 1-800-662-4357
Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741
Remember: Every emotion is valid, every experience matters, and you're never alone on this journey. We're all in this together! 🤗
And now, as promised, here is Chapter 7:
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